Adam’s Psalm

A Psalm of Adam
when he was cast out of the Garden.
The very first and most broken of all hearts
Struggling to understand this new pain


“Oh,” my heart
Why must you be so
Was love all that made you strong
But now lost we are weak and fall

Oh, my heart
Why even go on
I feel you stop between each beat
I feel you ache in that space between
As you sink within me like a stone

Is this the end
Am I but a dream
what have I done
what have I become

In sin, I have created separation and shame
And that is how I shall know sin to be
For my God loved me in a paradise of harmony
Until I became the worm of sin
And the rot of his fruit

I was not deceived, I chose to eat
I could not bare to be without her, again alone
For she became my heart
When we two became one

The light is falling darkness is rising
Oh let us rest just for a while
And sleep till there is no more pain
If that be forever, so let it be
Would it not be better than this for eternity

(Night sets in)
Adam falls asleep but is startled awake

Oh nooo
My heart !!!
He was my heart
He made my soul
Where shall I go without my heart
What can I do to redeem my soul

Oh, it would be better that he had never made me
If it hurts the child, how much more so the father

If only i could return to that bliss just once more
That knowing of belonging and never knowing doubt
How shall I return
I must return to the garden
I am lost without my God
I am broken without my heart
But the angel with the fiery sword sent me away
He said I must create the garden within myself
For his kingdom is within me
Oh please father what does it mean
How can these things be inside of me

(The Sun begins to rise on the horizon)

(Oh my heart)
I can now see
The light that is him
Is a seed within me
It’s in you my heart

For I AM my heart

I must create love
I must help it grow
To all of his creatures
My heart I must show

And await my redeemer
Here comes the Son
He gave up his light
So his fruit could come

As above, so below
I AM ready, Father
Make it so

I AM Ready

I don’t know when or in what way there will be a judgment day for us

Jesus said no one knows the day or the hour, so don’t let anyone ever tell you when it will happen

But I do know that it is coming for Lucifer and those who have embraced sin into their hearts

I know that I will never be foolish enough to live a life that ends with me going to hell with them

But I can imagine that if there is a judgment day for me , the scales of justice will be calibrated

and the witnesses brought forward 
to give testimony of my sins and mistakes 

I can imagine Lucifer is the prosecutor 

his suit is as black as his heart 

and he has carefully crafted his case against me 

to show without a shadow of a doubt 
That I have sinned 

and have fallen short of the Glory of God

And as he closes with his last witness 
and rests his case 

the scale is tipped against me.

My heart is found wanting 

My soul begins to feel weak

my public defender stands up 

his name is Jesus 

his suit is Light 

and as he walks up to the stand 

and approaches the scale 

a drop of blood falls from his hand  

the scale slams to the ground 

and shatters to pieces 

as he looks to me and says 

this one is mine. I paid for him

Lucifer weeps as the gavel is slammed, 

and God says case dismissed on account of the cross

So bring on my court date Lucifer 

“I AM” ready for it. 

only, and I mean only because of Jesus 

There is Nothing I did. Nothing I said. 

Nothing I gave away, and Nothing I paid for 

that made me forgiven and worthy but for Jesus

The Tree

Man who is born of woman, is few of days and full of trouble.
He comes forth like a flower and fades away. Like a shadow
Job 14:1-2

I would like to attempt to describe the history of man from the beggining of time and the decisions and mistakes and consequences that were made, into a short dream like play to illustrate what happened by reducing it to its simplest and most meaningfull form.

This is my artistic interpretation of those scriptures and events.

God created the universe, and all that is in it to be inhabited, he did not create them in vain. Isaiah 45:18
He spoke the word, and the word became vibrations of light, matter, and energy that created all that we see when we look up into the heavens and see the milky way, the galaxies and the stars, but God knew that first its inhabitants would go through a trial and have to learn and become experienced by making mistakes and regretting  them, seeking forgiveness and by doing so learning the power of forgiviness and when it is acceptable and righteous to no longer forgive but to punish
This is unfortunate but is somehow required of beings of free will to learn the difference between good and evil and why it is necessary to choose the good.

For this reason, God did not form the universe complete and filled with life, but mostly empty as we now observe. The heavens at night are breathtaking, the stars shine as bright as the angels because they probably are the angels in their still and resting forms.         The galaxies are the breath of God swirling and spreading like the vapor of breath in the cold still air.
Yet there is no life on the planets except ours, and everything appears desolate, cold, and dead. God created them for our wonder and amazement so that we could behold his power, but they are incomplete and uninhabited until truth and light has prevailed and we become the sons of light and take our places and responsibilities amongst the stars.

In the beginning, God created division. The book of Genesis is the book of division. When God created the earth he separated everything so that there would be division and a difference between everything, so that every aspect of life and reality could be tested, tried and experienced in a spectrum of light and varying environments so that we could experience the difference between hot and cold, good and bad.
So he divided the light from the dark, the waters in the sky from the waters on the earth, and the water on the earth from the dry land beneath.
The very first life he created was grass and the tree with its seed in its fruit.
In many ways  all of his other creations are meant to be no different than a tree they are just a more complex version of trees that are supposed to also bear fruit.
He then created the fish and the flying reptile and the birds of the air and commanded them to multiply and fill the earth, but he did not give them dominion of the earth.
A garden is placed in Eden, and here is the coming expectation of man, here is where all of the angels and animals will come to witness God take from the dust of the earth and put his spirit into it to form a man like his Image with his goodness and character and to be the administrator over all the earth.     

With silent reverence, all watched just as they watched when Jesus was born, but there were some watching that had evil brewing in their hearts at this scene.
A dragon who lives in the sea of the sky and a flying serpent were prideful and jealous of this man that would have dominion over them, after all, they were the eldest and created first.    “How is the dominion and inheritance of the earth not rightfully ours and instead is being given to a this lesser creature, a simple-minded man, a gardener haah
He gets everything that is good without earning it,
even to eat the fruit of the trees while we can only eat of the grass.”
First they pretended to be his friend and made him feel as though he could trust them, but then they began to manipulate him by expressing how wonderfull it is to have a mate, and then pointing out that Adam did not have one and how strange that was, perhaps God wanted him to be alone.
So the man became sorrowful and downtrodden.
God knowing his creation, already knew what to do and did one last final division he seperated man from himself, he took the feminine side of Adam and formed a woman with it so that individualy they would be the opposite and incomplete, but when they found each other and joined together they would compliment each other to form a whole, and become one again.
Not at all dismayed, possibly even part of their plan, the dragon and serpent continue with their schemes
“Look how he doesn’t even make Eve understand the importance of not eating from the tree. Come let us find out what she knows.”
Did God say to “you” do not eat from the tree?
Eve replied, “God said we may eat from all of the trees, but from the tree in the middle of the garden Not only can not eat from it, but we can not even touch it or we will die.”
But God did not tell Eve not to touch it. She added to the word of God and distorted it.
Adam had not explained to Eve that the word of God is not to be added to or changed in any way, and by not explaining to her the word of God and its meaning and nature he allowed the serpent a weakness to exploit.
So as he climbs up the tree the serpent says to Eve why would God say that you would die, he did not say that to you but to Adam and he did not mean to death he would die, but only that in the day you eat from it your eyes will be opened and you will be like gods and no longer men, your ignorance would die because you will know of the choice of good and evil just as God does.
Eve ponders this new information and possibility and because the fruit does not look like something that would kill her and because she is younger and less experienced then Adam she to would like to be wise perhaps she can be of more use to him.
As she reaches out to take a fruit from the tree, the dragon and serpent smile and revel in their accomplishment, in a mere moment they will have succeeded in their goal which was to show to God the inferiority of man and they will do so by getting man to kill himself by eating the fruit that God told him would kill him.
They became the first murderers even though they thought they were clever enough and deceitful enough to have hidden their murder in this act of man killing himself.
Eve takes fruit from the tree and admires its appearance it seems to shine with many star like drops in it and has the appearance of time itself around it, but as she takes a bite blood begins to drip from the fruit like juice because this fruit was not like other fruit, this fruit had men itself in it in the form of seeds because this tree was meant to grow men as fruit.      You see, God had made everything perfect
There was no birth no death no excrement nothing vile or that would defile, everything ate grass and fruit and had no waste and future generations were to be born as fruit from this tree, but by eating from it Eve had infected it with sin and because of this, the tree could no longer function as the bearer of future generations as God had intended, from now on women would be the tree and in pain they would bear children, and in sin they would polinate their seed to grow a child and their womb would become a mobile flower.
After eve ate of the fruit her eyes were indeed opened and she did see and understand more then she had before. Suddenly the whole world before her was no longer simple and easy but rather complicated and filled with choices and decisions and with these choices came voices so many voices pulling her this way and that until she felt overwhelmed with it all and thats when she finally realized, her connection with was God severed she was instantly filled with anxiety and doubt she felt immediate panic and loneliness, in fear she fled to Adam he would know what to do, it was only a mistake the serpent tricked her yes that’s it It’s the serpents fault, when she finds Adam not far from her she immediately begins weeping and her tone is such as to let him know that something dire has happened and that she fears for her life
As she tells Adam the events and shows Him the fruit still in her hand, his heart drops he knows what has transpired.
Only a short while ago his heart was filled with joy and a sense of purpose and  belonging that was unshakable because the living God who had created everything was his friend and had made him a mate to spend his life with.
He could think of nothing that would add to his happiness
he was in every way possible full.
But now everything has changed, now what God has told him not to do Eve has done and she will die, there is no way around it because God can not lie.
Even if Adam were to beg for her life and even though God loved Adam enough to grant him his request, allowing Eve to live would have made what he said a lie when he said in the day that you eat from it you will die.
He feels the loss of Eve even before this event takes place, and immediately, his mind goes back to how he felt before God made Eve.
He was complete in the love of God yet alone when God was not in his presence, and seeing the other creatures with their mates being affectionate made his loneliness all the worse.
In this moment of remembering his loneliness and despair he made a decision, one that would change the coarse of mankind and he knew it would, but he did not understand to what extent and how far reaching the consequences would be.
He decided to join Eve in her fate and to eat also from the fruit. He would rather die with her than be alone again without his other half. In a way, he knew that the Love of God would triumph no matter how this turned out, but he knew that either way, death would be required of it.             So he took the fruit from her hand and looked in her eyes as he also took a bite
Eve gasped at seeing Adam do this. Her knees grew weak as she began to fall like water being poured out on the ground. 
A vision began to play before his eyes, the tree of life vanished from sight and Eve transformed into the tree of the knowledge of good and evil with its large spreading branches and beautiful green leaves that began to wither away and dry out until all the leaves had fallen off.
The branches began to crack and splinter until even they began to fall to the ground. All that was left was the trunk and two branches that formed the shape of a T.
Lightning flashed and thunder cracked and a great storm appeared out of nowhere causing a darkness to cover the garden, suddenly the tree now held a man suspended from his hands by the branches writhing in pain and a crown of thorns on his head, and as Adam tried to see who the man was he fell back in shock when the face appeared as both his own and the fathers.
Blood begins to drip down the tree from a wound in his chest and the nails in his hands and feet, holding him firmly to the trunk.
The blood drips upon a golden box at the base of the tree,
It has the appearance of both a throne with two angels on either side and an altar with handles in the base.
As the blood drips and slowly covers the mercy seat, the storm begins to calm the lightning slows its flashes until the sun begins to shine, the blood ceases to flow when the two angels on either side of the throne become alive and fly up to him to remove the nails out of his hands and feet and gently place him on his throne that used to be an altar.
They remove the crown of thorns, and on his head, they place a golden crown as the angels bow down and praise him for redeeming the world by giving up his life to pay the debt of death from sin.
A trickle of water begins to flow from the base of the throne that turns into a a stream and then a river that brings the garden springs back to life and the tree of life grows from a vine that shoots out from the back of throne and grows and covers the trunk where the tree of sin stood.
Adam is amazed at this vision but does not understand it
He is a creature of time and is not capable of understanding that God is a spirit outside of time because he created time.
God knew that Adam would make the choice he made to give up and  sacrifice his life and partake of sin to be with Eve. Just as he knew that the dragon and serpent would become prideful and deceive Eve in order to kill man. But he allowed it to happen so that he could come down in the form of a man and give his life for Adam’s and redeem him by proving his love for him because just as Jesus said
“Greater love has no one than this:
to lay down one’s life for his friends.”

When Adam awakes from his vision, he finds Eve frantically attempting to cover up her new body parts with leaves.  What are you doing he asks. Look down she replied. Adam instantly felt naked and shame and joined Eve in attempting to cover this new symbol of their sin.

Right at this moment of trying to hide the evidence, they hear footsteps and then a familure voice call out “Adam where are you” they both rush to hide  behind the trees, and peering out from behind they see the face of God and the veiled disappointment in his eyes as he asks them what happened even though he already knew.

Of course, instead of admiting their sin and facing the consequences for it, they tried to blame shift the cause onto each other. Adam says it’s your fault God you made me the woman and she made me eat of it. Eve says it’s the snakes fault because he tricked me. Of coarse the blame stops at the snake but it doesn’t make their case any better.

So they are all three given punishments, and the ground is cursed because they corrupted the word and command of God and ate the fruit. God makes for them clothes from animal skin because man can not make or do anything that will cover and take away sin only a sacrifice will do that.

He then sends them out of the Garden to keep them from eating from the tree of life and being stuck in their sin forever. He told Adam that in the day he ate from the tree, he would surely die, and this must be fulfilled, but to understand how, we have to take a fresh new look at the scripture.

In the beginning, on the first day when God began to plant life on the earth, he said, “Let there be light.” Genesis 1:3. This first light, in my opinion, was more of a blue ultraviolet like light than the red to white light of our sun, which was created later on the fourth day in verse 14.

This first light was the light of the Son of God Yeshua/Jesus the one who would be born as both God and man and just as Adam symbolically did, he would give up his life and die for us on that tree to pay the price that is required of all who sin. Which is death.

This first light was either the center of our solar system, and the sun revolved around it, which caused the “days” as in the period of time it took one side of the earth to be toward this light to be longer than the 24 hour period of the sun. Or this light after Adam and Eve sinned was moved far out into the galaxy so that one day would equal a thousand years as it says in 2 Peter 3:8 But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.

Adam lived 930 years and during this 1000 years of the Light of the Lords day not being present on the earth. Man fell into complete chaos and wickedness and the serpent and dragon continued their schemes of trying to destroy man by either polluting his bloodline with the seed of fallen angels that created giants, or by killing him off by war and creating serpent and dragon cults that drank human blood and worshiped fertility idols and gods because of the cursed ground that no longer produced food like it did when the Light of the Lord shined upon it. These are the same cults that later in the Bible people found the remains of their ruins and made idols so that gods of the ruins could inhabit the idols known as baals and then demanded that they sacrificed their children to them by fire and by knife.

606 years after Adam had died the world was filled with nothing but violent men and evil hearts that believed themselves to be gods because they had all become giants both in ego and stature and built massive stone structures and temples that we can still find today. They even manipulated their dna to create abominations. All flesh had corrupted it’s way accept for Noah who was perfect in his generations. For 120 years Noah warned them that God would judge the world and destroy them with a flood, but they didn’t believe him. On the 17 day of the second month the windows of heaven were opened and the waters that God had divided in the heavens came crashing down to earth and flooded all the earth, killing everyone and everything accept Noah and his family

This may seem harsh or hard to understand for some but what must be kept in perspective is that if he had not done this the inevitable outcome would have been that evil and its plans would have succeeded in circumventing God’s plans for salvation through his son who would just as Noah did warn evil men of the coming judgment of God but instead of being saved as Noah was he would be put to death on a cross made from a tree. So that evil and all of the people and powers who stand behind it can be shown for what they truly are. They are not gods but murderers of the innocent, and their punishment will be an eternity of flame and separation from God and his light.

His name is Jesus, and he showed the true darkness and intentions of their hearts by letting them put him to death on that cross. He then proved that he is the Son of God when he conquered death and rose from the grave the very same day that Noah’s ark rested on the mountainside. One day very soon he will return once more but this time he will not be the kind and gentle person of the Gospels but will reap the earth of what fruit of his remains and will flood the earth with fire and punish the seed of the serpent once and for all.

The End.

The Word Is The Way

In the beginning, God created everything from his word by simply saying, “Let there be.”

The scripture tells the truth as simply as it can be said because the truth is and always should be simple.

but if we try to fully understand exactly what it means when it says “and God said let there be light,” we are rewarded with even more meaning to the text that can give us a deeper understanding and appreciation of the truth, that we can then use to build our foundation of faith and love for our father who is in heaven.

So what exactly does it mean?

Jesus said that God is spirit, so does the spirit of God have a mouth and breath air to speak like we do? The scripture says that we are created in his image, so it would seem by that terminology that he would. These things may seem important to understanding the scripture, but really, they are not. Because, without seeing God, we can only speculate, and no one has seen God.

But what we have seen and now have a better understanding because of science and technology is that everything that we can see and touch at a molecular level exists and functions as a form of vibration, a radiating pulsating wavelength of light matter and energy that never stops, never tires, and never refuses to do what God told it to do from the very beggining, including your body. What is your body made up of but stardust, water, and the word of God that set them in motion. Your body is made up of countless vibrating particles that In my opinion can be traced back to the first and original vibration, which is the word of God when he said “let there be” that eventually became the vibration that is you. In other words, God by saying let there be light and water and air and earth, also said, Let there be you.

When we speak or say something, we move air from our lungs and across our vocal cords to form sound waves/ vibrations that then leave our mouth and enter the air where they continue to vibrate until they are either picked up by an ear that converts those vibrations into information, or the vibrations travel in the air and collide with other objects and forms of vibration until they loose energy and dissipate. It’s interesting that our words have a built in limitation to how far they can go and how long they can last, yet when God spoke the vibrations that created matter and energy, they will never stop or cease to exist until he gives the command to.
In its simplest form, this is what God created and intended from the beginning of his creation.

God is spirit, and because of his infinite love, he desired to share his spirit. He created different types of vibrations that gave shape and order to matter and shined his light in the darkness. He gave purpose and meaning to our little universe of time and space, by simply speaking words and setting vibration into motion, yet we don’t fully appreciate and understand the importance, of his words, if we did then we would understand that our words and vibrations have a negative impact on his words because we are created in his image, which means our words have power to.

In the beginning, God spoke the word to create something out of nothing by saying, “Let there be” and it was, and God observed it to see if it would do as it was told to do and to see if it had flaws or faults that needed to be corrected. No different than a builder or designer of anything would do. After all, he could have just snapped his fingers and made everything all at once, but instead he saw wisdom in building each thing individually and taking the time to put effort into its construction and design. After observing it perform as he designed it to, only then was it proclaimed as good. This is the normal process in his creation, except when he creates man, he doesn’t proclaim that he saw it and that it is good, I wonder why that is? The best way I can think to describe this is just like the rumor mill game where you take a group of people and seat them in a line and then tell the person at one end a secret like I saw your sister sitting at the mall. By the time it gets resaid to each person down the line, somewhere it gets transformed into, I saw your sister stealing at the mall or some other twisted and modified version of the original information. This is essentially what happened to the word of God when it got to man in the form of disobeying his command. God spoke the word for man to be created in his image, meaning to be self-aware, to be loving, and to have dominion over and care for the other creatures. The only command he was given not to do was to not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Most people think of the fruit as some sort of magical evil thing that poisoned Adam and Eve or made them wise, but I think it was the act of going against the command of God that is the real poison and corruption that caused death and shame, the fruit was probably nothing more then any other regular fruit. By breaking this command, man corrupted the word of God that had created and given order to everything. Man, in effect, became his own god when he went against the word of God. By making this choice and eating from the tree of knowledge, man embarked on a journey that has been allowed to play out so that we can discover for ourselves how completely futile it is to be our own gods and to go against his word and laws. But we go from generation to generation without teaching the next generation what we have learned and why we should lay down our supposed knowledge and return and submit ourselves to his will. Until we understand and accomplish this, our world will suffer, and every generation in it will only become worse and farther away from his image until eventually the inevitable outcome will be our reality. Death destruction and chaos will be the only image left, the image of evil instead of good, and darkness instead of light.

Take, for example, another of his creations the sun. The Sun is the center of our solar system and was commanded by his word what its job should be, which it has performed without fail from the beginning. Imagine if the sun one day decided it wanted to try something different for a change and no longer provide a gravitational pull on us. We would be flung off into space and freeze in a matter of hours. The sun would be responsible for all of our misery and deaths, not God, because it made the choice to go against his word. This may be a sped up example of what man is doing, but it is no less disastrous because the sin of men and refusing the will of God is sending us to a death by fire and instead of killing only one earth and one generation. we will be responsible for killing generations by perpetuating the choice to be our own gods or letting money and selfishness become our idols and not teaching the truth to every generation that will come.

So What is the Truth

The truth, no matter how you choose to see it or discover it for yourself, is universal and applies to everyone no matter where you live or what you believe. It is not restrained or changed by politics, religion, or the lack thereof because if it was, then it wouldn’t be the truth, only a truth or my truth instead of the truth, and The Truth is simply this. There is A God, and only one God, he created all that we see and all that we can’t, He desires for us to be curious and wonder about him and search for him in our life and environment. But we have fallen away from him and chosen to be our own gods, and then complain when the world is full of evil minded and hateful hearted people and disasters. It’s only when things are bad that we cry out to him for help and then resent him when he doesn’t give us what we want when we want it. This resentment has grown into full on replacement for God and the belief in him by false gods mythology and now science that attempts to explain everything as one giant mistake that took millions of years to create something out of nothing. They will do anything to keep this deception going because they hate the very thought of there being a creator. But the sad part is they are not the only ones using deception to accomplish what they want. Because the other part of this truth is that religion itself has been part of the deception from the very beginning. Since the fall of man, we have aligned ourselves no longer with God but with the adversary of him known as the devil or satan. he is the serpent in the garden and the dragon of revelation. His goal is to keep us divided from God, and the easiest way to do that is to keep us divided with each other. So we fight and argue over money and possessions, family and love, and worst of all theology and religion. We create denominations and religions to only emphasize our separation from each other by creating differences in opinions about who God is, how he wants us to find and worship him, and even who of us he loves and will save. So we live under a perpetual cloud of confusion and a veil of division that will stay there for as long as we continue to let division be what keeps us from rediscovering God and reconnecting with him and his will for us.

Will we wake up and see the truth before the world falls apart? Probably not, but it shouldn’t stop us from trying, and the best place for us to start is where it all started, which is with his word.    We are fortunate enough to have them recorded in a book called the Bible that we can read and study at any time, but until you desire to truly find him and understand his words, you will not find the light you are looking for, you will not see the little Yod that reconnected us to him because he came down in the form of a man to pay the price of death for sin in our place so that we could once again find his father in heaven who we call God. His name is Yeshua, he is the yod hey vav hey, the unspeakable name of the LORD in the bible. Which literally means hand behold nail behold. He is the Aleph and the Tav, the first and the last. He is the light that was created by God and his Word in the very beginning because God knew that we would leave him at a tree and that at a tree he would die for us so that we would have one more chance to go back to him but only if we choose him instead of us.

What is your choice going to be?

Abandon your gods and false idols whatever form they may be and search once more for your maker and father in heaven who loves you more then you could possibly understand.

And when you do find him and you will, he will one day introduce you to his son Yeshua, in modern English known as Jesus.

All of my Love, to All of You.

Psalms 1-41

One of my favorite books is the book of Psalms. The blend of poetry, prophecy and wisdom is unmatched in any other literature I have ever found.

In my own Bible, I highlighted all of my favorite scriptures and then copied them in order and compiled them for you to enjoy in a new compact condensed version of the book of Psalms. In this way It almost seems to tell one long story instead of being separated into smaller books.

I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I have.

Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the ungodly. But his delight is in the law of the LORD.
And in his law he meditates day and night. He shall be like a tree Planted by the rivers of the water that brings forth its fruit in its season.
The ungodly are not so but are like the chaff which the wind drives away. Therefore the ungodly shall not stand in the judgement, nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous for the LORD knows the way of the righteous but the ungodly shall perish
Why do the nations rage and the people plot a vain thing
Against the Lord and against his anointed saying
Let us break their bonds in pieces
He who sits in heaven shall laugh the Lord shall hold them in derision then he shall speak to them in his wrath
Yet I have set my king on my Holy hill of zion
I will declare the decree
You are My Son today I have begotten You
You shall rule them with a rod of iron you shall dash them to pieces like a potters vessel
Kiss the son lest He be angry and you perish in the way when his wrath is kindled but a little.

Make your way straight before my face
Depart from me all you workers of iniquity
Rise up for me to the judgement you have commanded
The LORD shall judge the peoples, Judge me O LORD according to my righteousness, oh let the Wickedness of the wicked come to an end but establish the just for the righteous God tests the hearts and minds.
God is a just judge, and God is angry with the wicked every day,
He made a pit and dug it out and has fallen into the ditch which he made. His trouble shall return upon his own head
What is man that you should be mindfull of him, and the son of man that you visit him, for you have made him a little lower then the angels, and you have crowned him with glory and honor.
You sat on the throne judging in righteousness you have rebuked the nations, you have destroyed the wicked you have blotted out their names forever and ever
The wicked shall be turned into hell and all the nations that forget God
The wicked in his pride persecuted the poor
His ways are always prospering
He said in his heart God has forgotten he hides his face he will never see. Why do the wicked renounce God? He has said in his heart you will not require an account.
The LORDS throne is in heaven, his eyes behold, his eyelids test the sons of men, the LORD tests the righteous, but the wicked and the one who loves violence his soul hates.
Upon the wicked he will raise coals, fire and brimstone and a burning wind shall be the portion of their cup.
The words of the LORD are pure words, like silver tried in a furnace of earth purified seven times, you shall keep them, O LORD, you shall preserve them from this generation forever.
Enlighten my eyes lest I sleep the sleep of death
The fool has said in his heart there is no God
The LORD looks down from heaven upon the children of men to see if there are any who understand, who seek God.
There is none who does good no not one.
have all the workers of iniquity no knowledge?
Oh that the salvation of Israel would come out of zion when the LORD brings back the captivity of his people
Oh my soul, you have said to the LORD, you are my LORD. My goodness is nothing apart from you. As for the saints who are on the earth they are the excellent ones in whom is all my delight. Yes I have a good inheritance, because he is at my right hand I shall not be moved. For you will not leave my soul in sheol. Nor will you allow your Holy One to see corruption. You will show me the path of life.
By the word of your lips I have kept away from the paths of the destroyer. Hide me under the shadow of your wings.
Arise Oh LORD, confront him, cast him down. Deliver my life from the wicked with your sword.
I shall be satisfied when I awake in your likeness.
The LORD is my rock and my deliverer. He heard my voice from his temple. Then the earth shook and trembled
The foundations of the hills also quaked and were shaken
Because he was angry. Smoke went up from his nostrils and devouring fire from his mouth. Coals were kindled by it. He bowed the heavens also, and came down with darkness under his feet, he rode upon a cherub, and flew
He flew upon the wings of the wind, he made darkness his secret place, his canopy around him was dark waters.
The LORD thundered from heaven and the most High uttered his voice. Hailstones and coals of fire, lightnings in abundance, and he vanquished them. Then the channels of the sea were seen, the foundations of the world were uncovered.
At your rebuke Oh LORD, at the blast of the breath of your nostrils. He delivered me because he delighted in me. You have made me the head of the nations
A people I have not known shall serve me.
As soon as they hear of me they obey me.
Now I know that the LORD saves his anointed, he will answer him from his holy heaven, and in your salvation how greatly shall he rejoice, you set a crown of pure gold upon his head
He asked life from you and you gave it to him, length of days forever and ever, honor and majesty you have placed upon him, for you have made him most blessed forever.
Your right hand will find those who hate you.
You shall make them as a fiery oven in the time of your anger.
The LORD shall swallow them up in his wrath and the fire shall devour them, their offspring you shall destroy from the earth, and their descendants from among the sons of men
For they intended evil against you, they devised a plot which they are not able to perform, therefore you make them turn their back.
My God, my God why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from me, why are you so far from helping me? And from the words of my groaning? O My God, I cry in the daytime but you do not hear. And in the night season and am not silent. You are holy, but I am a worm and no man, a reproach of men and despised by the people. All those who see me ridicule me, they shoot out the lip, they shake the head saying he trusted in the LORD, let him rescue him.
Let him deliver him since he delights in him. But you are he who took me out of the womb, you made me trust while on my mother’s breasts, I was cast upon you from birth.
From my mother’s womb you have been my God.
Be not far from me for trouble is near, for there is none to help
Many bulls have surrounded me, strong bulls of bashan have encircled me, they gape at me with their mouths, like a raging and roaring lion. I am poured out like water, and all my bones are out of joint. My heart is like wax, it has melted within me.
My tongue clings to my jaws, for dogs have surrounded me
The congregation of the wicked has enclosed me. They pierced my hands and my feet. I can count all my bones
They look and stare at me, they divide my garments among them. And for my clothing they cast lots. But you oh LORD do not be far from me.you have answered me. I will declare your name to my brethren. The poor shall eat and be satisfied . Those who seek him will praise the LORD. All those who go down to the dust shall bow down before him. Even he who cannot keep himself alive. A posterity shall serve him. It will be recounted of the LORD to the next generation. They will come and declare his righteousness to a people who will be born. That he has done this.
The LORD is my Shepard I shall not want. He makes me to lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death. I will fear no evil for you are with me. Your rod and your staff they will comfort me.
Who may ascend into the hill of the LORD, or who may stand in his holy place? He who has clean hands and a pure heart.
Who has not lifted up his soul to an idol, nor sworn deceitfullly, he shall receive a blessing from the LORD.
Lift up your heads, o you gates, who is this king of glory?
The LORD strong and mighty.
The LORD sat enthroned at the flood And the LORD sits as king forever. For his anger is but for a moment, his favor is for life. Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning. Into your hand I commit my spirit. You have redeemed me, O LORD God of truth. I am like a broken vessel while they take counsel together against me, they scheme to take away my life, but as for me I trust in you O LORD.
I say you are my God. My times are in your hand.
I acknowledge my sin to you, and my iniquity I have not hidden. I said I will confess my transgressions to the LORD and you forgave the iniquity of my sin.
By the word of the LORD The heavens were made. And all the host of them by the breath of his mouth. He spoke and it was done. The LORD looks from heaven, he sees the sons of men, from the place of his dwelling he looks on all the inhabitants of the earth. He fashions their hearts individually, he considers all their works. No king is saved by the multitude of an army. Behold the eye of the LORD is on those who fear him. Our soul waits for the LORD. The Angel of the LORD encamps around all those who fear him and delivers them. Depart from evil and do good. Seek peace and pursue it
The LORD is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves such as have a contrite spirit. He guards all of his bones, not one of them is broken. Evil shall slay the wicked, and those who hate the righteous shall be condemned
The LORD redeems the soul of his servants and none of those who trust in him shall be condemned.
Let them be like chaff before the wind. And let the angel of the LORD chase them.
For with you is the fountain of life, in your light we see light
Do not fret because of him who prospers in his way, cease from anger and forsake wrath, do not fret, it only causes harm. For evildoers shall be cut off. But those who wait on the LORD they shall inherit the earth. For yet a little while and the wicked shall be no more. But the meek shall inherit the earth.
Sacrifice and offering you did not desire, my ears you have opened. Burnt offering and sin offering you did not require.
Then I said, behold, I come.
In the scroll of the book it is written of me. I delight to do your will O my God. And your law is within my heart. I have proclaimed the good news of righteousness in the great assembly, indeed I do not restrain my lips, I have not hidden your righteousness within my heart, I have not concealed your loving kindness and your truth from the great assembly.
My enemies speak evil of me, saying when will he die, and his name perish. An evil disease they say clings to him. And now that he lies down he will rise up no more. Even my own familiar friend in whom I trusted, who ate my bread, has lifted up his heel against me. But you O LORD, be merciful to me, and raise me up, that I may repay them.
By this I know that you are well pleased with me.
And set me before your face forever.
Blessed be the LORD God of Israel From everlasting to everlasting.! Amen and Amen.

Psalms 42-78

When shall I come in and appear before God?
My tears have been my food day and night, while they continually say to me, where is your God?
I pour out my soul within me, for I used to go with the multitude,  I went with them to the house of God. With the voice of joy and praise. Why are you cast down O My soul?
Oh, send out your light and your truth. We are accounted as sheep for the slaughter, our body clings to the dust, redeem us for your mercies sake.
Even though the earth Be removed and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea,
The holy place of the tabernacle of the most High, God is in the midst of her, she shall not be moved. GOD shall help her just at the break of dawn, the nations raged, the kingdoms were moved, he uttered his voice, the earth melted. The LORD of hosts is with us. come behold the works of the LORD,  Be still, and KNOW that I AM GOD…
For the LORD most High is awesome, he will choose our inheritance for us. God has gone up with a shout. The LORD with the sound of a trumpet. God sits in his holy throne, the princes of the people have gathered together, in his holy mountain. Beautiful in elevation, the joy of the whole earth, is mount zion on the sides of the north. For behold the kingdom assembled. They passed by together. They saw it, and so they marveled.  Fear took hold of them there, and pain as of a woman in birth pangs. As we have heard, so we have seen, in the city of the LORD of hosts, God will establish it forever.
Let mount Zion rejoice, that you may tell it to the generation following. For this is God, our God forever and ever.
Those who trust in their wealth, none of them can by any means redeem his brother, nor give to God a ransom for him, for the redemption of their souls is costly, and it shall cease forever. But God will redeem my soul from the power of the grave. For he shall recieve me. Selah
Do not be afraid when one becomes rich, for when he dies he shall cary nothing away. Though while he lives he blesses himself, for men will praise you when you do well for yourself.
They shall never see light. A man who is in honor, yet does not understand, is like the beast that perish.
Our God shall come and shall not keep silent, a fire shall devour before him, and it shall be very tempestuous all around him. He shall call to the heavens from above, and to the earth, that he may judge his people. 
Gather “my saints” together to me, “those who have made a covenant with me by sacrifice”.
Let the heavens declare his righteousness, for God himself is judge. Hear O My people and I will speak, O Israel,  and I will testify against you. I AM God, your God. I know all the birds of the mountains, for the world is mine and all its fullness.
Call upon me in the day of trouble, I will deliver you, and you shall glorify me. But to the wicked God says. What right have you to declare my statutes, or take my covenant in your mouth. Seeing you hate instruction and cast my words behind you? You give your mouth to evil and your tongue frames deceit. You thought I was altogether like you l, but I will rebuke you, and set them in order before your eyes.
Now consider this, you who forget God. Whoever offers praise glorifies me. And to him who orders his conduct aright, I will show the salvation of God.

Have mercy upon me, O God, blot out my transgressions, wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin. For I acknowledge my transgressions. Behold I was brought forth in iniquity,  and in sin my mother conceived me.
Purge me with hyssop,  and I shall be clean, wash me and I shall be whiter then snow. Hide your face from my sins, and blot out all my iniquities. Create in me a clean heart, O God. And do not take your holy spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of salvation, then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners shall be converted to you.
For you do not desire sacrifice,. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit, a broken and a contrite heart.
My heart is severely pained within me, so I said , oh that I had wings like a dove, I would fly away and be at rest. Destroy, O LORD,  and divide their tounges, for it is not an enemy who reproaches me, nor is it one who hates me, then I could hide from him. But it was you, a man my equal, my companion and my acquaintance. We took sweet counsel together. And walked to the house of God in the throng. Let death seize them, let them go down alive into hell. As for Me, I will call upon God, and the LORD shall save me.
He shall take them away as with a whirlwind,  as in his living and burning wrath, the righteous shall rejoice when he sees the vengeance.  Surely he is God who judges in the earth.
To you all flesh will come. As for our transgressions,  you will provide atonement for them. Blessed is the man you choose, that he may dwell in the courts, of your holy temple.
All the earth shall worship you, and sing praises to you, come and see the works of God. He is awesome in his doing toward the sons of men. For you, O God have tested us, you have refined us as silver is refined. We went through fire and through water. Come and hear, all who fear God, and I will declare what he has done for my soul. If I regard iniquity in my heart, the LORD will not hear. Blessed be God who has not turned away my prayer, nor his mercy from me.
Praise him who rides on the clouds, by his name YAH
Sinai itself was moved at the presence of God. A mountain of God is the mountain of Bashan. Why do you fume with envy, you mountain of many peaks? This is the mountain which God desires to dwell in, yes the LORD will dwell in it forever.
The LORD is among them as in Sinai,  in the holy place.
You have ascended on high, you have led captivity captive, you have received gifts among men. Even from the rebellious, that the LORD God might dwell there. But God will wound the head of his enemies. The LORD said, I will bring back from bashan, ” meaning the giants and kings like OG”
I will bring them back from the depths of the sea, that your foot may crush them in blood.  Because of your temple at Jerusalem, kings will bring presents to you. Rebuke the beast of the reeds, scatter the peoples who delight in war. Envoys will come out of Egypt, Ethiopia will quickly stretch out her hands to God. Sing to God, you kingdoms of the earth.
To him who rides on the heaven of heavens, which were of old, Blessed be our God.
Save me, O God! I am weary with my crying, my throat is dry, my eyes fail while I wait for my God. Those who hate me without cause are more then the hairs of my head, I  have become a stranger to my brothers, because zeal for your house has eaten me up. Because for your sake I have borne reproach. Hear me in the truth of your salvation, and let me not sink, nor let the deep swallow me up, and let not the pit shut its mouth on me, for I am in trouble, hear me speedily, draw near to my soul and redeem it.
I looked for someone to take pity, but their was none, and for comforters, but I found none. They also gave me gall for my food, and for my thirst they gave me vinegar to drink.
Pour out your indignation upon them, and let your wrathful anger take hold of them. Add iniquity to their iniquity, and let them not come into your righteousness.  Let them be blotted out of the book of the living. The humble shall see this and be glad, and you who seek God, your hearts shall live.
O God, you have taught me from my youth, and to this day I declare your wondrous works. I declare your strength to this generation, your power to everyone who is to come.
O God who is like you? And shall revive me again, and bring me up from the depths of the earth, and my soul which you have redeemed. The kings of Sheba and Seba will offer gifts. Yes all kings shall fall down before him, all nations shall serve him. There will be an abundance of grain in the earth, on the top of the mountains, its fruit shall wave like Lebanon, and those of the city shall flourish like grass.
His name shall endure forever, all nations shall call him blessed, let the whole earth be filled with his glory. AMEN and Amen. The prayers of David son of Jesse are ended.
O God why does your anger smoke against the sheep of your pasture, remember your congregation which you purchased of old, the tribe of your inheritance which you have redeemed.
This mount zion where you have dwelt. The enemy has damaged everything in the sanctuary.  They seem like men who lift up axes among the thick trees. They said in their hearts, let. Us destroy them altogether. We do not see our signs , there is no longer any prophet, nor is there any among us who knows how long. O God how long will the adversary reproach? Will the enemy blaspheme your name forever?
Why do you withdraw your hand, even your right hand?
Take it out of your bosom and destroy them. For God is my King of old,  you divided the sea by your strength,  you broke the heads of the sea serpents in the waters. You broke the heads of leviathan in pieces and gave him as food to the people inhabiting the wilderness. Arise O God, plead your own cause. But God is the judge, he puts down one, and exalts another. For in the hand of the LORD there is a cup, and the wine is red. It is fully mixed, and he pours it out.
Surely it’s dregs shall all the wicked if the earth drain and drink down. You yourself are to be feared, and who may stand in your presence when once you are angry?
You cause judgment to be heard from heaven, the earth feared and was still, when God arose to judgment, to deliver all the oppressed of the earth.
I cried out to God with my Voice, my soul refused to be comforted. You hold my eyelids open, I am so troubled I can not speak, I have considered the days of old, the years of ancient times. You have with your own arm redeemed your people. The waters saw you, O God. The waters saw you, they were afraid. The voice of your thunder was in the whirlwind,  the lightnings lit up the world, the earth trembled and shook. Your way was in the sea, your path in the great waters, and your footsteps were not known.
I will open my mouth in a parable, I will utter dark sayings of old, we will not hide them from their children, telling to the generation to come the praises of the LORD, and his strength and his wonderfull works he has done. For he established a testimony in Jacob. And appointed a law in Israel, which he commanded our fathers that they may arise and declare then to their children, and nor forget the works of God,  but keep his commandments,  and may not be like their fathers, whose spirit was not faithful to God. The children of Ephraim refused to walk in his law and forgot his works. Marvelous things he did in the sight of their fathers, in the land of Egypt in the field of zoan,  he divided the sea and caused them to pass through,  and he made the waters stand up like a heap. In the daytime also he led them with a cloud and all the night with a light of fire. He split the rocks in the wilderness and gave them drink. But they sinned even more against him.
They tested God in their heart, by asking for the food of their fancy. Therefore the LORD heard this and was furious because they did not believe in God, and did not trust in his salvation. Yet he commanded the clouds above, men ate angels food, he sent them food to the full. Feathered foul like the sand of the seas. But while their food was still in their  mouths, the wrath of God came against them. And struck down the choice men of Israel. In spite of this they still sinned and did not believe in his wondrous works.
Nor were they faithful in his covenant. But he, being full of compassion forgave their iniquity, and did not destroy them, yes many a time he turned his anger away, and did not stir up all his wrath, for he remembered that they were but flesh, a breath that passes away and does not come again. Yes again and again they limited God the holy one of Israel
The day when he redeemed them from the enemy.